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Thursday, June 21, 2007

Falling Rocks & Leaping Deer

The road to Montana is vast, long, empty, unending and ever changing
Not describable (is that a word?)
Winding road kisses distant horizon
Hwy 12 north glides into I-94 west
A never-ending highway
Dotted occasionally with falling rock and leaping deer signs

Guam's Pacific Ocean & Philippine Sea came to mind
The vastness of terrain meeting sky mimics
the ocean's vastness wetting the sky
I missed home for a bit

Mind images took eye stage creating
Wolf clouds
Car mounds
Hay bales in the distance? A large cattle herd
Farming equipment standing guard

It was as if God-Creator reached down with His hand
scooped up earth
sprinkled it across the landscape
creating lumps, bumps, seams, and water spaces
Creator fingers zigging terrain - rivers & streams

Lightning-whipped sky invited us into Billings MT
Oil-tainted air flared my nostrils - refinery

We encountered very few people on the journey to here
The vastness of the place hides many things


Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Sioux Falls to Dinner at Deadwood


Sioux Falls gushing through the rocks, splashing over terrain with reckless abandon

Three women, girls, sisters in a self portrait or diversity (the new word for "integrate"? I'm not sure, the word has reached "buzz status")



It's a happy photograph I think
There was lot of information about Lewis & Clark, so we listened to an audio book [Undaunted Courage] about the expedition, the people. I couldn't get past chapter 4.
I don't like being reminded that this country's economy succeeded on the bloodied backs & bodies of Black men, women, & children.
I don't like that US slavery is the big elephant in the room that no one even wants to acknowledge exists. It happened. Blacks were a commodity, later 3/5 human, later protected from lynching (still a crime), later allowed to vote for 50 years at a time.
The history of this country, the advertisements in electronic & print (when I turn it all on) don't see me. Am I small enough, is my hair straight enough, am I 'clean', or 'intelligent', or 'presentable' enough?
Hard questions
Harder answers
Can't be answered in a moment, conversation, or a day.
Caused tension, tears, & anger in the car
Driving through the beautiful hills of South Dakota, I wonder if I'm seen in the photo.



I'm filming the entryway to the Mt Rushmore site
Massive, beautiful, a work of art 14 years in the making
Showcasing 4 US presidents who formed this country
Brochures lauded their accomplishments
Nothing on their points of view about the Blacks in the country
I just can't rant about that right now
Those thoughts go on paper

But you've got to see this faced-mountain


And then we drove to see the Crazy Horse Memorial in its mid-carved state. Although 'mid-carve' is probably not a proper description. It's a mountain being carved into this massive image that only pictures may tell a decent story. It's said that when complete, Mt Rushmore's presidents will fit into the head and hair of this new monument! How's that for size.
Crazy Horse is a memorial to the Native American; the story of what they had and how it was brutally ripped from them. I can handle only so much soul pain.




When the day was over, we drove through full-green hills, winding roads, and scenic water spaces to dine at the Buffalo Saloon in Deadwood. I thought it odd seeing people seated on benches outside of the restaurants and walled casinos until I heard gunshots. Then I remembered walking by young men dressed in period western clothing. They must have staged a shootout. I was only concerned with my roast chicken and listening to the local entertainment wailing about yodeling.

On the way back to our hotel in Spearfish I mentally recounted my day, and all my other days on the road, wondering what I was really looking for. That answer continues to evolve as I recount the people I've met, shared a meal, and dialogued. So much to write about....
but, we're on the road to Montana


Sunday, June 17, 2007

Backtracking

Greetings from Sioux Falls South Dakota
We arrived in a back track sorty of way
We'd left Minnesota traveling south to Iowa
believing we'd be heading towards Nebraska
The door shut loudly in that direction and we traveled north through Iowa
on a different highway
and stopped at the Little Brown Church

It was a long drive through corn-rich country
green ocean farmland
I respect farmers because they feed us
Literally!

I had an opportunity to see an Amish buggy parked in front of a store
and realized everybody had to go to the store
I'm learning so much about America through this journey
When it all comes down to it each of us has something to give to each other

As I write this & look out of our hotel room
I read an ad-plastered building's new edition
"Diversity is Reality. Face it. Embrace it."
The face of a sad-eyed young brown-skinned boy looks at me
and I ask my self what that word could mean to each of us who
goes to the store in a buggy
farms massive tracts of land
drives across America
backtracking
wanting to get on the right road


 
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